hello blogspot.

Meg Will here. 18. Freshman in college.

I'd like to say I'm a pretty perky person. I love animals. I love art.I love to dance.

For the past 6 years I;ve been suffering chronic pain from Siever's disease, Diabetes, An un diagnosed Intestinal condition, and most recently, Trachecardia and Shingles.
I try to ignore it, and for the most part, I'm a pro at that. But still,I have bad days. So bad, I don't sleep, don't eat, stay in bed for hours with no escape. I used to be able to ease the pain somewhat, when i was with my cat, Bam, but he's just recently passed, and though most medical experts deny that this is true. I've felt worse since his death. He was great. He had a way of curling up at the exact spot thatmy stomach was hurting, and the warmth and vibration from his purring made me feelgood. He needed me, I needed him.

My parents won't let me get a new kitten.
My parents won"t let me do alot of things.
They won"t let me move out for college, and until just this year, I wasn't allowed to work.
They shelter me, and im grateful for the care and all of what they"ve given me, but sometimes, I just want to be me.

I feel like all I've said so far is negative, so I'll stop with my medical history, that'll always be depressing.

I rollerskate, I do gymnastics, I do yoga, I play waterpolo, I do whatever makes me happy. I love my life. I love it alot. I just have my days. I think This Will Help me. I don't expect anyone to read this.

It's for me.